A few years ago, I was
rushing through a hectic morning and I was on the hunt to find my glasses. Time
was ticking. An appointment was looming, and I had to get out the door. I
couldn’t find them anywhere. I searched high and low and they were no where to
be found. What had I done with them? Did they fall under my bed? I wonder, did
my kids run off with them? There are few things more frustrating than searching
and not finding.
I walked in front of the
bathroom mirror, sighed and muttered a prayer. “Lord, where are they?” A split
second later I looked into the mirror and I spied them. Those long-lost glasses
were neatly folded and in my front shirt pocket! I chuckled. How could I be so
blind?! Talk about a case of hidden in plain sight. I had worried and fretted over
something that was nearer than I could have realized.
That experience took me
back to the days just after the tomb burst open and Christ emerged victorious over
death and the Devil. Have you ever noticed there’s an interesting theme running
through the Gospels at this point? The disciples who followed Jesus, and
presumably knew Him better than anyone else, could not see Him. Take a peek at
these verses and you’ll see:
Luke tells us about the
two disciples walking on the Emmaus Road, “15 While they were talking and
discussing together, Jesus himself drew near and went with them. 16 But
their eyes were kept from recognizing him.” (Luke 24:15-16)
Remember Mary Magdalene’s
case of mistaken identity at the garden tomb? “14 Having said this, she turned
around and saw Jesus standing, but she did not know that it was Jesus .
. . 15 Supposing him to be the gardener” (John 20:14-15).
While Peter and other
disciples were out fishing, Jesus showed up on the beach, “4 Just as day was
breaking, Jesus stood on the shore; yet the disciples did not know that it
was Jesus” (John 21:4).
What muddies the water
even more is that Jesus told His followers on multiple occasions what they
ought to be looking for—His resurrection from the dead (Matt. 20:17-19). Still,
when it happened, they did not have eyes to see the obvious.
Do you find it difficult
to see God in your adversity, suffering and grief? The disciples were in a maelstrom
of emotions after Jesus’ death and perhaps it was impossible for them to see
the Risen Christ through a veil of tears and a shattered worldview. We often
see what we want to see in life. Our expectations can create a mirage. We can
become blinded and distracted to the obvious. We don’t expect to see God in our
disappointment, so we don’t look for Him.
Yet, in each of these
instances where was God? He was right there walking with them, waiting for them
to see. Don’t let adversity blind you to His proximity. God is much closer than
you think. “And behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age” (Matt.
28:20). -DM